papabaregb's Blog

Hi, to every one on this site.It's only been 3 days & I thought I would be a little more at EASE by now. I seem to be sinking deeper into DARKNESS.I thought initially if I could open up a little, & try to unload some of this complicated insaneity, maybe I wouldn't feel so DEVASTATED. I'm thinking maybe I should just hold it all in, because this brings it back, all over again.I really don't know what the heck i'm doing. I have made a couple friends & I really relate to them,so I can still go over some things with them, & hopefully we can find solutions that maybe can HELP all of us.

        "PAPABEAR"

Well i tried this site for a couple days now.I hope I didn't upset anybody or offend anyone, I humbly APOLOGIZEto all.I have been struggling in life for a long time.I have an assortment of issues for a long time.I came here trying to FIT in,but i don't know if I presented my self very well. Lifes jouney interestingly enough, because some friends that conveniently enough were aware of things I was experienceing emotionly suggested that i come to this site, because she thought the people there, really cared & would talk to you & not ridicule you. So I have tried it. ONLY TIME WILL TELL. Those that did respone were very KIND & RESPECTFUL  to me.That really meant  a lot to me. SO I want to THANK all that wellcomed me with there kind & loving words.I'm SORRY to say my SADNESS does not leave a lot a people that will probably wish to want to ever talk to me.I'm SORRY & I HOPE I CAN MAKE SOME FRIENDS THAT REALLY CARE.

            GB   "PAPABEAR"

HI ,to every one out there.I'm 58 5"10 & 205.I'm new on the innernet.About 4 months now.I stay in pretty good shape,I was very athelic till I hurt my back.That took the wind out of my sails.I'm not sure what i'm doing here.I write a lot of blogs for 2 sites for my union.I write to keep every body united.I'm a little outspoken,& really don't let "ANYONE RUN ALL OVER ME."I didn't know that writing wouyld come so easy.Even though I have a lot of "BEAUTIFUL" friends,I'm still a loner.I'm going through a very difficult time at the present,SOMETIMES it just gets overwhelming.Writing used to take my mind off things that bother me, last year was the worst EMOTIONALY year of my klife. I;m clawing to just hopefully see the next day.My friends insist I do this as a distraction.THERE are no answers & someone sent me here so maybe some one will listen & give the right advice,even though really,  there is none that can help my situation.SO if you would just put up with me I THANK YOU ALL.                     
      PAPABEAR